What is my hope for 2010? Wow, I have a lot of hopes for next year and most of them I don’t even know exist yet. I mean all my life I’ve always have the same big picture, life hopes I dream one day will work out. But the small hopes change too rapidly and spontaneously for me to even think about. The small ones hit me first thing in the morning as soon as I wake up. These are the routine things I’ll always hope for that either stems from my mood that minute or my immediate agenda, like getting out of bed on time to making it into work when I’m supposed to.
Than, throughout the normal course of the day, as usual, I’ll put some sort of effort into hoping things go the way I want at that point in time. Some days in 2010, my small hope will be to surf the net, daydream about whatever pops in my brain and not really be held accountable for and real, substantial productivity. These are the days in 2010 when I need my big, life hopes to come in and override those little variable, sometimes detrimental hopes.
My personal hope for 2010 is to spend less time hoping and more time resolving. Starting to resolve those burning things inside of me I know I’m capable of. Small steps towards that direction can take me down the road I know I want to be on. I need those big hopes in my life to become more of a reality and less of a daydream. Hope is given me too much of a safety net I guess. I’m not getting any younger. My hope for 2010 is more resolve.